Monday, June 02, 2008
i have no idea if you will read this..but now..i just wanna say out how i feel..
firstly..you said that i lack in having experiance..but have you ever wonder..when did you give me the chance to try things out..??when did i really get to play..??how i feel when i got benched..??you will say coz i did not give you the feeling that you can place me down and give you the sense of security while others can rite..but think..when will i gain experiance when i cant even do it in this team..??you ever say that you fear of putting me down..it hurt..it really does hurt me..being a player of yours for dunno how many years and hearing you say that..it does hurt..guess im not up to it..even if i does..not to yours..coz you nv believe in me..nv allow me to perform..ive chose not to tok bout it for so long..but now..its my last year..and i can do nth but to sit and watch..and only get to play when the other teams arent that strong..i dunno..i really dunno is my exsitence in this team is important to you not..i will nv no..coz you nv show..now..wad i can do is to sit and smile even thou im not happy..coz ITS MY LAST YEAR..AND I WAN EVERYBODY TO BE HAPPY..
standing STRONG @1:16 AM