Wednesday, July 02, 2008
to you..
to love or not to love..i dare not think so much now..my answer will depend on what you gonna say to me..im just so afraid..afraid of the answer..somehow i dare not listen to it..but i think i have to hear it from you..it has been long..it has been 70 over days..nowadays..i dont dare to think so much..dont dare to think wad is gonna happen tomolo..i just wish the world will stop at today..esp when it is a day out with you..the happiness ive felt..it just melted my heart..but..i somehow know its gonna stop..the feeling will not last..coz i know the moment we parted from each other..its another story..today is the day..the day which no msg were recived by me from you..no direct tokin between us..today is the day where i felt really lonely..i came home even before school ended..coz im not feeling well..or rather..my heart dont feel well..the moment i step into my house..everything seem so new to me..i just dont know why..it hurt..it hurt damn badly..but as what you've said..i will pretend..pretend that everything was still the same before i even met you..which is about 1 year and 2 months..this is the only relationship which i can really feel love..the only one that i cant put it down..and the longest..i will continue pretending..pretending that nth has actually happen..rite now..im tearing once again..thou it sound dumb..but..theres nth i can really do..ive tried so hard..so hard to make you mine again..but ive always failed..im feeling lonely..very very lonely..people tend to make mistake..but to you..my mistake can never be forgiven..yes..i know..you've forgiven me lots of time..but this time round..i just need it so much..rite now..many many things are going through my mind..and im confuse..i can never sort things out again..you were once my priorty..forever my priorty..i will be waiting for your calls..lastly..please allow me to say this once more..i miss you so much and i love you..
with love,
markcus
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