im back pple..

firstly..i wanna say that i will take days to finish what i wanna blog about..

maybe 1 day 1 post..

if im able to la..

so let me start of with..

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1st day of cny..

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nth much happening thou..just feel that its weird about this year cny because both my bros arent in singapore for cny..eldest bro went taiwan with gf and family..2nd bro went back malaysia with gf for visiting..at the same time..eldest aunt was away oso..so its kindda different this year..quiet..??maybe..but at least i have my close cousin to tok with..so slowly..time passes..as the sky turn dark..xjun and bev came over to my house..xjun wanting to visit my mummy..at the same time had steamboat for dinner with them..after that..i got myself changed..and went out..

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changed and went xjun house to visit her mum..her mum is always as cute..hahhah..slack at her house..and when its bout 11pm..we left her house..

took photos when we got downstairs..and the 3 of us really did happily take fotos..althou its random..but we had fun..

did you guys actually realise bev's eye and mine..totally cmi..coz i haven been slping much..

some solo full length foto of us..

bev

xjun

me

so after foto taking..bev went home..xjun and me took a cab over to town to catch a movie..got our tickets for bride wars at 1:50am..and we got there quite early..so we settled down at gloria jeans..recieved a call from my cousin and they told me they are comin over to watch the same movie as us..so in the end..we joined them for supper at the hk cafe..after movie..cousin drove us back home..was super shag by then..

to be continue..

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many things happen at such a short period of time..im in such a big mess..im such an ass..im really sorry to whoever ive hurt..i shall just disappear and never come back..

to the one who is leaving..: im sorry for being who i am..irritant..maybe..??soryy for buggin you for so long..making your life so difficult..i will remember wadeva youve said to me..and never will i forget the place where we had most of our memories..ive never felt that the place can be so nice..yes..althou its short..but ive enjoyed myself..and im gonna say sorry to you because..i did nth much but to cry and cry everynite..everywhere..can i still say..i love you still..??

to the one whom ive hurt the most..: same thing..im really sorry for being who i am..im just an ass..youve treated me so well..yet..ive hurt you so badly..as ive said to you..i will nv ask for your forgiveness because i know it myself..I DONT DESERVE YOUR FORGIVENESS..you deserve more then all these..youre such a wonderful person..i cant do anything to repay you but to really really say a sorry to you..and a big thank you for your care and love..

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