Tuesday, March 10, 2009
pissed? sad? happy? disappointed?
i dont know..
i simply dont know what am i feeling now..
complicated? mixed? or rather numb?
i will try..
try my very best to stay strong..
.
i stayed at home for the whole day..
fell aslp when fb-ing and listening to songs..
i was so tired..
both mentally and physically..
but guess what..
stupid enough to have wake up every now and then..
just to check my phone..
wishing there was a msg recieved..
but it was disappointment again and again..
finally..
i heard my phone ring..
was so happy..
took a look at who was it..
disapointment came next..
it was from someone else..
in the end i gave up..
waking up with my pillow slightly wet..
.
many things happened..
in such a short time..
i can hardly breathe..
i need you to hold on me so much now..
but i know its impossible..
nowadays my phone hardly ring during the night anymore..
.
just fcuk shit k..
if i were to continue..
its gonna be non-stop..
.
ps : sorry bout this post..
Labels: EMOtional
standing STRONG @11:14 PM