Tuesday, March 24, 2009
FUCK OFF..?!?!
i was told to do so..
at that point of time..
i really do wanna get myself fuck off for good..
and never return..
i think..
this will be the best solution..
ive told you wad i needed the most..
but nothing seems to work out..
you dont seems to care much..
i dont know..
maybe..??
but ill never know..
i told you i will like to see you..
but nothing work out..
at the same time..
i came to know..
in the end youre meeting another person..
i dont know how should i react..
tell me..
yes..
im jealous..
coz i willl never want to share you with another person..
im selfish..
Labels: fuck off..
standing STRONG @8:22 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
to my dearest girl..
1st of all..HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to you..i do hope that you've enjoyed yourself during the small celebration over at my house..hope you'll like the stuff that you've recieved from us..
2ndly..i would love to say a BIG THANK YOU to you..
thanks for always being there for me..
thanks for being my listening ear..
thanks for holding on to me whenever im falling..
thanks for helping me in solving my problems..
thanks for pushing me to training..
thanks for encouraging me to paddle even harder..
thanks for pin pointing out my mistakes while paddling..
thanks for helping me in gym session..
thanks for encouraging me to pull myself up the bar again and again..
thanks for lending me money whenever im so broke..
thanks for sharing all the things with me..
thanks for tolerating me all these while..
thanks for (if i were to continue..i dont know how long will it take..so..) EVERTHING..!!
GAN..we've known each other for nearly 7 years..we've been thru many ups and downs together..we know each other so well..you've been a great fren all these while..thou we argue a lot..but soon after..we will always be there for each other again..so..
last but not least..i want you to know that..ill be here for you like how you are there for me..so..anytime anywhere..you can always ring me up..
I LOVE YOU..!!
happy 19th birthday, Edith MONICA Gan Sheau Jun Gan Neh Neh
Labels: xjun
standing STRONG @11:59 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
pissed? sad? happy? disappointed?
i dont know..
i simply dont know what am i feeling now..
complicated? mixed? or rather numb?
i will try..
try my very best to stay strong..
.
i stayed at home for the whole day..
fell aslp when fb-ing and listening to songs..
i was so tired..
both mentally and physically..
but guess what..
stupid enough to have wake up every now and then..
just to check my phone..
wishing there was a msg recieved..
but it was disappointment again and again..
finally..
i heard my phone ring..
was so happy..
took a look at who was it..
disapointment came next..
it was from someone else..
in the end i gave up..
waking up with my pillow slightly wet..
.
many things happened..
in such a short time..
i can hardly breathe..
i need you to hold on me so much now..
but i know its impossible..
nowadays my phone hardly ring during the night anymore..
.
just fcuk shit k..
if i were to continue..
its gonna be non-stop..
.
ps : sorry bout this post..
Labels: EMOtional
standing STRONG @11:14 PM
Monday, March 02, 2009
ok..as ive promised..im gonna update a little..=P
some might know but some might not..
ive joined back republic canoe..
has been trainin with them for bout a month..
all i would love to say is..
dear teammates..
have faith in me..
i will do my very best in every strokes and paddle as hard as i can..
pull myself up the bar as many times as i can..
jia you republic canoeist..
.
anyway..
we, republic canoeist went for dragonboating on last sunday..
it was so so so fun..
we had so much fun paddling together in a new boat..
had fun cheering for each other..pushing each other..doing the hard 10 strokes together..and get the boat moving as fast as possible..
it was real fun..
.
last but not least..
please stay tune for updates on sentosa trip and marina barrage trip with cliques..
(ps. sorry for the short updates..busy with trainin nowadays..)
Labels: repiblic canoeist
standing STRONG @11:04 PM
